He is hot. His jokes make you laugh and his boyish grin makes you melt. So you hook up. And so the casual, hangout-make out, fling begins.
But, while it starts off fun, light and casual, soon you find yourself feeling anxious when he doesn’t respond to your texts right away. You try to play it…
Some days the air will be more salt than freshness;
some days your bones will be more pockmarked than pomegranates.
But no matter how full the universe is of dark energy,
it still manages to make the night sky look beautiful.
And no matter how full of scars your lungs are,
the tissue still…
I don’t want to rush it…just let it flow naturally. I want our love to bloom from an honest place of respect and friendship. But I won’t look for it. Instead I’ll embody this type of love and consistently nurture it. He’ll find his way to me, the man God designed for me. I trust it and it’s in his hands.